“I don’t need
to flirt, ill seduce you with my awkwardness” :P
She so wish this was true. She generally found it
easy to talk to people. When it comes to him, its like she hasn’t learnt how to speak a sentence properly. Lately
she fumbles a lot when speaking to him, its like her head is telling her
something, her heart is telling her some
other thing and she is speaking something different entirely!
It wasn’t that
difficult earlier, she did have a crush on him for 3 years but it was just
that. It never escalated into anything more than that, just made up for some
spice in college. Now that she was getting to know him, she realised that the
damage was done! The crush has escalated.
Discussing love
life in excrutiating details over a cup
of coffee with her besties has now turned into her nightmare. She just doesn’t seem
to have answers to all their questions. Waiting
for him to message her has become her favorite passtime.
She hopes he
hasn’t noticed the weird her. She hopes that she finds her vocabulary back soon
and is able to communicate than just murmur some stupid words. Fumbling is another
issue again, nervousness makes her blabber and she quickly realises what an ass
she has been and then awkwardly tries to cover that up, basically making the entire
thing even more awkward and weird.
Have you
ever been betrayed by your vocabulary like this?
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